@defiantdaughtercontinued 

Some of the girls visibly jumped at Aku’s outburst of joy, but didn’t dare to look up at him. But at the mention of their missing sister, one of the daughters peeked her head up. Her hair was styled up in two points that resembled horns. “You know where Ashi is?” she asked quietly. Once more, the priestess held back the urge to reprimand her daughter for not properly addressing their god. Slowly, the other girls peeked up, anxious to hear news of Ashi’s whereabouts.

Which one was this again? Avi or Ani? They all looked nearly identical and none bore any resemblance to Aku himself (except for their scarlet lips.) Oh well, he’d figure it out later. 

Yes, I do,” he answered the child. “She is in the great citadel of Aku. It is her new home and it is your new home as well. If you have belongings to gather, gather them now and I shall take you to join her.

crazy-blingy

A wicked smile overtook Black’s face. His Saiyan blood burned with the urge to fight even the most powerful of adversaries. Seeing Aku taking it upon himself to test this Saiyan’s power was what he was waiting for.

You know… that is a very good question… My blood calls me to answer that. A god striking another god… We’ll see how that question is answered!

Black’s powerful aura flared up like a raging fire, his eyes fixed on the dark tendrils that Aku had unleashed upon him. He managed to evade the first one, as he soon attacked several others with coordinated punches and kicks. It required more effort on Black’s part. But that was what thrilled him the most!

This supreme fighting power… Long has it been since we have faced something that rivals our power. Ever since the death of Son Goku and his meddlesome mortal friends...” He observed, his ki-laden strikes deflecting many of the incoming tendrils thus far.

But the tendrils were persistent. No matter how many the Saiyan blocked with his fists and kicks, more and more came in a relentless barrage. The next time Black’s fist struck out, a tendril coiled tightly around his wrist while another latched onto his ankle. 

We shall see how well your power serves you,” the demon spoke darkly.

Thinking he had the Saiyan now, Aku directed the rest of his many tendrils to surge upon him at once from all directions with a crushing inward force like an explosion in reverse.

deep-black-dreaming

Down she went. Giving Aku a salute as she tumbled into the darkness. The echos of screams surrounded her in a cacophony of nonsense and noise, on top of her fall down she bounced off the edges of the pit here and there, taking damage.

Cuts and hard blunt force hit her as she fell. “Oof!”

A particular edge nailed her in the gut knocking the air out of her. However what she didn’t intend was for one of the ledges to be large enough to catch her, she landed with a flop and, what she was sure, was a busted wrist.

Yet here she was, in the pit of hate, reclining on a ledge surrounded by the cries of others. Yet, she lay there blinking, taking in her situation now. It was dark, and a little cold in this nook she found herself in. No other worries plagued her outside her wrist.

Sitting up, she shook her head, letting out a sigh. “Welp.”

She welcomed herself into the Pit of Hate.

And the Pit of Hate welcomed her with stifling darkness and ancient air that reeked of sulfur. All around her were the sounds of thick, bubbling liquid moving slow and unseen in the darkness. If she could see it, it would look like a vast cavern of black tar. Casper might have fallen on a stone outcropping above the stuff, but that wouldn’t last long.

Soon the tar climbed right up to where she sat, swallowing up the stone ledge of safety. Then it rolled up and over her body like an impossibly heavy blanket of viscous sludge. It moved and flowed like molten lava but it was icy cold as it covered her body.

just–space:

Dark Molecular Cloud Barnard 68 : Where did all the stars go? What used to be considered a hole in the sky is now known to astronomers as a dark molecular cloud. Here, a high concentration of dust and molecular gas absorb practically all the visible light emitted from background stars. The eerily dark surroundings help make the interiors of molecular clouds some of the coldest and most isolated places in the universe. One of the most notable of these dark absorption nebulae is a cloud toward the constellation Ophiuchus known as Barnard 68, pictured here. That no stars are visible in the center indicates that Barnard 68 is relatively nearby, with measurements placing it about 500 light-years away and half a light-year across. It is not known exactly how molecular clouds like Barnard 68 form, but it is known that these clouds are themselves likely places for new stars to form. In fact, Barnard 68 itself has been found likely to collapse and form a new star system. It is possible to look right through the cloud in infrared light. via NASA

Aku sighting

cognitive assessment.

bold all that apply to your muse’s current mental state; italicize any that apply to your muse’s past mental state — repost don’t reblog !

  • alcoholism: or alcohol use disorder ( AUD ), is a broad term for any drinking of alcohol that results in mental or physical health problems.
  • amnesia: a deficit in memory caused by brain damage, disease, or psychological trauma.
  • anxiety: a mental health disorder characterized by feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear that are strong enough to interfere with one’s daily activities.
  • appetite loss: a reduced desire to eat.
  • binge eating: a psychological illness characterized by frequently eating excessive amounts of food, often when not hungry.
  • co-dependence: dysfunctional and maldaptive relationship reliant on another person’s dependence on the affected individual.
  • cynicism: an inclination to believe that people are motivated purely by self interest ( skepticism ), or to question whether something will happen or whether it is worthwhile ( pessimism ).
  • defensiveness: the tendency to be sensitive to comments and criticism and to deny them. to constantly protect oneself from criticism, exposure of one’s shortcomings, or other real or perceived threats to the go.
  • depersonalization: a state in which one’s thoughts and feelings seem unreal or not belonging to oneself.
  • depression: a mental health disorder characterized by persistently depressed mood or loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in daily life.
  • derealisation: alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems unreal.
  • devaluation: defence mechanism used when a person attributes themselves, an object, or another person as completely flawed, worthless, or as having exaggerated negative qualities.
  • displacement: an unconscious defense mechanism whereby the mind substitutes either a new aim or a new object or goals felt in their original form to be dangerous or unacceptable.
  • dissociation: is any state of a wide array of experiences from mild detachment from immediate surroundings to more severe detachment from physical and emotional experiences, such as a disconnect from reality.
  • drug abuse: the extreme desire to obtain, and use, increasing amounts of one or more substances.
  • dysphoria: a state of unease, or generalized dissatisfaction with life.
  • emotional detachment: an inability to connect with others on an emotional level, as well as coping with anxiety by avoiding certain situations that trigger it; it is often described as “ emotional numbing ” or dissociation.
  • flashbacks: an involuntary recurrent memory, is a psychological phenomenon in which an individual has sudden, usually powerful, re-experiencing of a past experience or elements of said experience.
  • flat affect: a severe reduction in emotional expressiveness. they may not show the signs of normal emotion, perhaps may speak in a monotonous voice, have diminished facial expressions, and appear extremely apathetic.
  • guilt: a cognitive or emotional experience that occurs when a person believes or realises — accurately or not — that they have compromised their own standards of conduct or have violated a universal moral standard and bear significant responsibility for it.
  • hallucinations: an experience involving the apparent perception of something not present.
  • hyper-somnia: or excessive sleepiness, is a condition in which a person has trouble staying awake during the day.
  • hyper-vigilance: an enhanced state of sensory sensitivity accompanied by an exaggerated intensity of behaviors whose purpose is to detect activity.
  • hypochondria: ( also known as illness anxiety disorder ) is a condition in which a person is inordinately worried about having a serious illness.
  • idealisation: the action of regarding or representing something as perfect or better than reality.
  • insomnia: a sleep disorder where people have trouble sleeping. they may have difficulty falling asleep, or staying asleep as long as desired. insomnia is usually followed by daytime sleepiness, low energy, and a depressed mood.
  • intellectualization: a defense mechanism by which reasoning is used to block confrontation with an unconscious conflict and its associated emotional stress — where thinking is used to avoid feeling. it involves removing one’s self, emotionally, from a stressful event.
  • introjection: regarded as the process where the subject replicates in themselves behaviors, attributes, or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. cognate concepts include identification, incorporation, and internalization.
  • isolation: a defense mechanism in psychoanalytic theory characterized by individuals defending themselves from possible threats by mentally and physically isolating themselves. my minimizing associative connections with other thoughts, the threatening cognition is remembered less often and is less likely to affect self-esteem or the self concept.
  • low self esteem: a person with low self esteem feels unworthy, incapable, and incompetent.
  • narcissism: is the pursuit of gratification from vanity or egotistic admiration of one’s own attributes. narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) is a personality disorder in which there is a long term pattern of abnormal behavior characterized by exaggerated feelings of self importance, an excessive need for admiration, and a lack of understanding of other’s feelings.
  • night terrors: also known as a sleep terror, is a sleep disorder, causing feelings of terror or dread, and typically occurs during the first hours of stage three to four rapid eye movement ( nrem ) sleep.
  • obsessive compulsion: obsessive-compulsive disorder ( ocd ) is a common, chronic, and long — lasting disorder in which a person has uncontrollable, reoccurring thoughts ( obsessions ) and behaviors ( compulsions ) that they feel the urge to repeat over and over.
  • panic attacks: a sudden overwhelming feeling of acute and debilitating anxiety.
  • passive aggression: a tendency to engage in indirect expression of hostility through acts such as subtle insults, sullen behavior, stubbornness, or a deliberate failure to accomplish a required task.
  • paranoia: the irrational and persistent feeling that people are “ out to get you. ” the three main types of paranoia include paranoid personality disorder, delusional disorder, and paranoid schizophrenia.
  • phobias: an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something.
  • projection: psychological projection is a defense mechanism people subconsciously employ in order to cope with difficult feelings or emotions. it involves projecting undesirable feelings or emotions onto someone else, rather than admitting to or dealing with the unwanted feelings.
  • psychosis: a severe mental disorder in which thought and emotions are so impaired that contact is lost with external reality.
  • rationalization: a defense mechanism in which controversial behaviors or feelings are justified and explained in a seemingly rational or logical manner to avoid the true explanation, and are made consciously tolerable — or even admirable and superior — by plausible means.
  • regression: a psychological defense mechanism in which a person abandons age — appropriate coping strategies in favor of earlier, more childlike patterns of behavior. this regression is a form of retreat, bringing back a time when the person feels safe and taken care of.
  • risky sex: risky sexual behavior is commonly defined as behavior that increases the probability of contracting sexually transmitted infections, diseases, becoming pregnant, or making a partner pregnant. drug use is associated with risky sexual behavior.
  • somatization: the manifestation of psychological distress by the presentation of bodily symptoms.
  • splitting: ( also called black — and — white thinking or all — or — nothing thinking ) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole.
  • sublimation: is a mature type of defense mechanism, in which socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are unconsciously transformed into socially acceptable actions or behavior, possibly resulting in a long — term conversion of the initial impulse.
  • suicidal ideation: ( also known as suicidal thoughts ) is thinking about or an unusual preoccupation with suicide. the range of suicidal ideation varies from fleeting thoughts, to extensive thoughts, to detailed planning, roleplaying, and incomplete attempts.
  • sleepwalking: formally known as somnambulism, is a behavior disorder that originates during deep sleep and results in walking or performing other complex behaviors while asleep. it is more common in children than adults and is more likely to occur if a person is sleep deprived.
  • suppression: the act of stopping oneself from thinking or feeling something. it is generally assumed ineffective because even if you suppress or hold back an emotion, like anger, that feeling returns with a vengeance.
  • thousand yard stare: a phrase often used to describe the blank, unfocused gaze of soldiers who have become emotionally detached from the horrors around them. it is also sometimes used more generally to describe the look of dissociation among victims of other types of trauma.
  • triggers: something that sets of a memory tape or flashback transporting the person back to the event of their emotional trauma. triggers are very personal ; different things can trigger different people. the survivor may begin to avoid situations and stimuli that they think triggered the flashback.
  • trust issues: a person with these kinds of thoughts may construct social barriers as a defense mechanism to ensure that trust is not lost again. these barriers are often a person’s way of avoid the pain, rejection, or guilt associated with mistrust.
  • violence: the intentional use of physical force or power, threatened or actual, against oneself, another person, or against a group or community, which either results in or has a high likelihood of resulting in injury, death, psychological harm, underdevelopment, or deprivation.
  • temper: a reflection of irritation or rage, a propensity to be angered rapidly.

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defiantdaughter

Ashi gazed up at her father in wonder as he told his story. “But…didn’t you create the stars? And the Earth?” That was what her mother had told her. Had she lied to them? During the time spent under Aku’s care, she had decided that the way her mother had cared for her and her sisters was wrong. So were the things she taught them wrong as well?

“If you didn’t…then who?”

Aku could see she had been mislead. Her mother, in her reverence for Aku, had made him out to be some kind of creator god when he was in fact, a destroyer. 

The Earth, the moon and stars were created not by any one being, but by the forces of time and chance, which drove the collisions of tiny particles to form objects as great as the sun,” he explained the best he could without making things needlessly complicated. 

No, Ashi. I did not create the heavens or the Earth. The only thing I have createdthat of which I am most proud of creating,” he smiled, “…is you and your sisters.